I've realised it is the time ... when i need to force myself to stop having any desire of influencing or dominating ... reality.… by the well know romanian author Adrian Dumitru

And ... i admit it.

Many times ... it all has the purpose to influence reality in one way or another.

But ... i just can't stop myself doing it.

Can't stop myself ... wanting that or that ... or that.

And it is ridiculous.

I know it.

I know it ... by a long time.

Unfortunately .... nothing improves into my evolution.

Actually ... all those episodes with .... "I want this to be like that ...", "i want that to happen this way ...", "i want as them to respect what i say ..." etc etc ... is actually a trend of influencing and dominating ... the reality itself.

And it is not that i want as my life to look into a certain way ... but i actually want as everything around me ... to look the way i want.

It is all a story about ... what i want.

... a non-ending story.

To tell you the truth ... i really had enough ... of that.

I had enough of seeing myself doing that.

On ... and on ... and on.

And ... still ... i can't stop myself.

I want it ... to happen.

... but i can't.

Maybe ... i am not capable of doing it.

Or ... maybe ... i am not ready yet.

Or ... it's actually all an addiction ... or an extremely powerful obsession ... for controlling all.

Reality itself.

... and all related to the scene of life.

I know it's ridiculous.

I know ... in fact ... that i am ridiculous ... but ...

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